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I have been paying a woman for her ... services.
We've been meeting in various private places - my room, her flat, etc. -, a few times a week, late at night. She has helped me come out of my shell, and helped me gain more confidence - not just in myself, but in my abilities. It feels sordid and wrong, yet the few brief moments of pleasure, ecstasy and, yes, pain, are ultimately beneficial. But I can't help but think of what my girlfriend would say. Would she accept it? Or would she laugh at my weakness and leave?
Still, that's the price I must pay if I'm to learn how to dance.
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What did you think I was talking about?  _________________ I am a Star Wars fan. That doesn't mean that I hate or love Jar Jar. That doesn't mean I hate or love Lucas, or agree or disagree 100% with him. That doesn't mean I prefer the PT over the OT, or vice versa. That doesn't mean I hate the EU, or even love all of it. These are not prerequisites. Being a man is not a prerequisite. Being a geek is not a prerequisite. The only prerequisite is that I love something about Star Wars. I am a Star Wars fan.
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